A Road of Possibilities

There's nothing quite as freeing as leaving a job. I have loved where I've worked, I have loved what I've done and, above all, I have loved the people. But, turning in that letter of resignation is frought with anxiety, uncertainness, and a big heavy boulder sitting in the pit of your stomach. All this is followed by a nice word, a sincere compliment, and a sadness producing tears. Then there is a lightness and road of possibilities.

In high school I spent summers lifeguarding, teaching swimming lessons, and water aerobics to the ladies. College lead me to volunteer at Planned Parenthood during the AIDS epidemic where I was teaching about safe practices and, what at the time was called, ARC - AIDS Related Conditions. My favorite gig during that time, however, was volunteering at The Ronald McDonald House. 

Ronald McDonald Houses, at least the one in Des Moines, have a host family that live there full time. My job was to stay at the Ronald McDonald House one weekend a month and let the host family go away for a weekend.

Families and patients check in and out of a Ronald McDonald House at all times, arriving after following an ambulance or helicopter containing a loved one. Families arrive after hours of travel and waiting at the hospital. Oftentimes, they are tired, distraught, and exhausted, as in the case of a very pregnant woman, who would sleep at the Ronald McDonald House, waiting to hear about the expected recovery of her husband who dove into a body of water and broke his neck on a picnic table submerged at the bottom.

One of my favorites was a 12 year old boy who didn't need to be hospitalized but who needed cancer treatments regularly so couldn't commute the hours from home. His parents worked so his grandma lived at the House with him. Grandma loved when I came because it gave hear a break from endless games of Rummy and watching music videos on MTV (it was the mid-80s after all). His face was swollen and misshapen from steroids and the other chemicals designed to extend his life.

I have made a career for myself in public education although, at times, I come home like I'm a guest at the Ronald McDonald House, tired, distraught, and exhausted. I love working. I am too young to retire, and even if I were old enough, I wouldn't do it anyway. I, instead, am open. I hope I have many more healthy, productive years on this earth, I just want to make sure I'm experiencing more of it.

I've got big plans. I've got big ideas.